 
July 5

I spent my first day in Belfast in a fog. Going five time zones in
five hours is rough on the body. I can never sleep on planes. Thank God for the John
Leonard and his daughter Laura who met me at the airport and took me to their lovely home
in Twinbrook, a Catholic housing development west of Belfast. Twinbrook was home to Bobby
Sands, the first hunger striker to die in Maze (which the Catholics call Long Kesh) prison
in 1980. His parents still live here. The residents have seen their share of the troubles
during the past three decades.
From my bedroom window I can see graffiti scrawled on the sides of red-brick row houses
demanding RUC Out! (Royal Ulster Constabulary). Faded election posters supporting Sinn
Feins candidate, Gerry Adams, hang from lampposts. I wonder if I am the only
Protestant ever to stay in this neighborhood.
Although Im surrounded by people with my coloring, I feel very conspicuous.
The Leonards are a handsome family. The father, John, resembles a young Terry Bradshaw.
Laura is wide-eyed and freckled. The sadness in mother Mary Leonards eyes is
something I have a feeling I am going to see a lot in the next few weeks.
July 8
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| Garard Mallon, 6,
shows the wounds he received in early July while playing in Belfast at the peace wall that
separates his Catholic housing estate on Lower Springfield Road from Protestant
neighborhood on Shankill Road. |
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I had my first look at the peace wall that separates the Catholic
neighborhood of Lower Springfield Road from the Protestant area on Shankill Road. Children
on either side of the wall taunt each other by throwing rocks, paint bombs, even snooker
balls over the wall. While walking on Bombay Street in the Lower Springfield, I could see
several homes and a young boy who have been scarred by these missiles.
Despite efforts to spruce the walls of corrugated steel and barbed wire with decorative
brick, the feeling is overwhelmingly oppressive.
So far the only other American journalist I have met is Herb Swanson, a freelance
photographer from Portland, Maine, who is working for the Discovery Channel. I have also
befriended Chris and Dave, two photographers from Edinburgh, Scotland. The journalists
over here impress me with their hustle. Chris doesnt even receive a byline for his
photos.

July 9th
Tonight after we heard reports of violence in Protestant areas in
Belfast due to the standoff in Portadown, we hired a taxi to take us around to the hot
spots. It is not safe to drive your own car because there is always the possibility of
being carjacked. I asked for a Value Cab since the drivers tend to be Protestant.
Understandably, a Catholic cab driver would not want to risk his life going into a tense
Protestant neighborhood.
As we drive through the dark streets I notice our driver is sweating despite the cool
night. In the dimness I can see the dark figures ahead gathering in the streets. My driver
blurts out "Im Catholic. I have no business being here!" We spin around
and head back to the Europa, reputed to be the most bombed hotel in Western Europe.
July 10th
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In the
Protestant neighborhood of Sandy Row in Belfast, a Protestant boy builds a frame for a
small bonfire in the shadow of a larger bonfire scheduled to be lit at midnight on the eve
of the July 12th holiday. |
The tension in the air is growing as the holiday weekend approaches. The streets in
Belfasts City Centre are full of people rushing around to complete their shopping. A
few merchants are already hammering plywood onto their storefronts to protect them from
the holiday weekend violence. By 6 p.m. the streets are empty. Even the famous Crown pub
is closed. It is an eerie feeling.
I decide to take a look at the bonfire preparations around the Protestant neighborhood
of Shankill Road. Construction on the bonfires begins weeks in advance, when children and
teen-agers start dragging plywood, tires and old couches into the back lots. When I start
shoot pictures of a large bonfire structure underway, kids begin to appear out of nowhere.
They fire questions at me: "Are you American?" "Do you know Michael Smith
in America?" "Are you Protestant?" Although I am Protestant, I try to duck
this question by telling them no one in America cares about what you are. They seem to
accept this, then "Chunk," the largest boy there, starts walking towards me with
a frown on his face. "We are going to take your car for a joy ride." I start
walking backwards away from him and then turn suddenly and run for my car. I look over my
shoulder as I drive away to see them laughing. Chunks hand is raised with a dark
object in it.
July 12th
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| Protestant boys
mimic an Orange Order parade on the eve of the 12th of July holiday in Sandy Row. |
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The night before the 12th of July holiday is a big party night. Since
the holiday falls on the sabbath this year, the parades are pushed back to the 13th and
the bonfires will not be lit till midnight. In Sandy Row, Johnny Cash sings "A Ring
of Fire" on a boom box while a group of men hustles to finish building the bonfire,
which now stands five stories high. A disco is now underway nearby and just about everyone
seems drunk. Small fires are lit on the perimeter so the "wee ones" (small
children) can see them before going to bed.
At midnight they decide to have a moment of silence for three brothers who were
murdered in their sleep when their home in Ballymoney was set afire by a Protestant
paramilitary group. Then they light the bonfire with petrol bombs. It is the same method
that was used to burn the brothers home down.

    
  
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